some changes suck

Some types of change can be really exciting. Like moving someplace beautiful, or accomplishing a new goal, or moving your furniture around and getting a new bedspread. Those are all great changes.

Some types of change really suck. Like when a disagreement changes a friendship ever so slightly, or when you learn something you wish you hadn’t and things become awkward, or when you sense a change in the way a friend treats you and you can’t figure out why. Those changes suck.

Those types of changes leave you empty handed, with nothing but this uncomfortable hint of regret that you can’t really pin down because you don’t really know what it is that you would have done differently. They just leave an irritating sore where they keep rubbing against your thoughts. And you wish you could get some answers, or just let it go.

Almost regret. That’s what it feels like to me.

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2 Responses to “some changes suck”

  1. Storm

    Kelly.

    You have an excellent knack for writing excellent blogs about things that most excellently apply to me.

    So thank you, you excellent person.

    Good luck with it all.

  2. *star

    Some things DON’T change. Like the fact that I love your face forever and ever.

    And ever.

    Give the studying books a karate chop for me. They are asking for it.


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